Am I A Monster

Does not being human make me a monster? I do not bleed red or require sleep like humans do. I require different food.


Does that make me a monster?


Does the fact that I feel safer covered in someone else's blood and viscera make me a monster? There are humans who feel the same. There are others who act as I do.


Does it make me a monster that I feel whole when I devour someone's flesh? That I'm myself when I drink of you? That your last moments on this earth give me life?


....it does?


.........Good.

Not Exactly the Donner Party

.....I have figured out that I can become whole. It's just not what I wanted to do to become whole.






....I'm so sorry....