..did that really just happen?
Did I really just hurt someone? Again? Even though I promised myself that I would never do that sort of thing ever again? Even though that person was trying to help? They promised that they wouldn't hurt me. And I attacked them.
I killed her.
I killed another innocent person who was just trying to help. And wasn't deserving of murder. I am a disgusting hum-creature. Not human. Not a doll. Just a thing with green ooze in my veins. Just a stupid,violent and cruel creature.
One who killed for no reason.
Before I would've blamed anyone for this. Splinter Bitch and Glowy Fuckhead. Hell I would've blamed the smooth-faced fucker too.
Now none of them are around. And all I have to blame is myself for this disgusting thing I have done to this poor person. To this innocent person. I will bury her. Make a grave for this person. It's the right thing to do. I know it is.
I just hope I don't have to make more.
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