There's A Pure Smell To The Air

It smells like winter is coming.

That soft,gentle smell that says it just snowed. Yet there's not a flake on the ground outside. Not yet anyway. Though the air is getting colder and colder. I fear that it will start soon. That'll mean it'll be hard to get food and I'll have to find better shoes. So I guess tonight I'm stocking up on things to eat as well as more firewood just in case.

Been getting the weirdest feeling that it isn't flat out normal weather. And that I might have a certain blue colored youngin' to thank for that. Though I guess I'll deal with his frost bitten little ass when and if he gets here.

Let's hope that I don't have to.

The Day The Ground Shook

For a good portion of today the ground was moving. Like it was either an earthquake or something big was coming my way. It only stopped 5 hours ago and I'm still worried that something might be coming soon. I don't wish to leave this place. This place with places to sleep,food to eat and warmth.

I'll only leave if the weird movement happens again.

Only if it happens again. Which I highly doubt that it will. After all it could have just been some form of earthquake or something. Doesn't mean that there's a creature after me. The big creature from before didn't make this sort of noise. And I would've heard this thing if it was real before.

Right?

Right!

Now I gotta get more firewood. Whoever owned this place didn't keep enough for a whole year,lazy bastards. At least the forest is plentiful and there's an ax here. Good defensive tool if there is anything bad out there. Hope I won't have to use it on someone.

The Town and Forrest of Nothing

It's been so long since I've been able to write. It feels like a dream you know? I'm wishing that I don't wake up at all. Heh. Finally got to a place in...wherever the fuck I am that isn't pain,death and blood. 

Where the monster isn't here.

Unfortunately that also means that Owl isn't here.

But I don't care. My pains are gone. The green ooze I experienced from before is gone and I'm feeling so much better. Whether or not that this is a good thing or not,I don't give a flying fuck. At least Alice is back home. I think.

This place isn't for normal humans I believe.

Probably back dealing with her lame ass doctor. Not the...not the rabid thing that we saw. Not that mutated naked dog creature that cornered me and nearly maimed her.

It might be here with me along with Frosty the dipshit. I don't know. Haven't seen them in a long time and I'm sure that's another good thing about this place. Oh this place. Such beauty. So much food,not easy to get but still. And soft sand. Soft,white and clean. Feels good under my feet. If this place is just a delusion. I love it and I hope to never lose it.

Hospital Visit with Friends

Alice took me to the hospital to get my fingers fixed. (A certain puppet broke it for fun.) And she's making me stay with her because she hates my roomies. Don't blame her for hating them. But she's to observant and I think she's trying to take my scarf off.

At least she hasn't been asking why I don't sit up right or even walk that well. My guess is she thinks my legs are too hurt for me to walk right. Nope. My back...I can't really see it but I can feel it.

This rotting hole..it grows...it gets bigger every fucking day.

Crone? Why is this happening?

You are decaying. That bitch didn't make you to last.

Decay...what the fuck do you mean? I'm what? A doll?

No. Just a replacement. For the real child that used to exist. She's probably dead/gone by now.

...................................I'm not fake. I'm a real human...I'm not fake...I'm a real person...

So She's Back

I'm going back to 'my' apartment in a few minutes. My sister's friend has come home at last. She didn't call like I thought she was going to. The creature that hangs out around here told me so.

Not in like words but in actions.

It was growling,hissing and generally had me in a corner like it normally has been since the girl left. But outta no where it sits very still,listens for a few minutes then just bolts. After a while I hear what it had heard and see the girl come in. She was wondering why I was in the corner but I didn't tell her why. And I'll be leaving as soon as I am done with this.

Really doubt she believes me when I say that nothing had happened. And Ma'am please don't start with me on this..I'm not in the mood to argue.

We're going back to that horrid place and you're telling me not to say anything. I really hope the other's can't hear me or we're screwed.

It's Been Too Long

When is that girl coming back..it's been too long when is she coming back?

She said a week and it's been longer. She hasn't called to say that she'll be away longer. What the hell is going on?


Did he do something to her? Did that freakshow find her and hurt her?

...Alice...where are you?

Can You Hear The Calling?

....horrible creature is staring at me...he won't go away...he won't leave me alone..he's been here since she left...why is he here?

He tells me that if he had the chance to,he'd rip my insides out through my mouth. That he would pop my eyes out of their sockets and eat them. As well as tear my jaw off...

I wanna go home..I WANNA GO HOME!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!

PLEASE?! I WANT TO GO HOME!! Chrissie? Nathan? ...Momma? ANYONE?! PLEAAASE!!!

shh...breathe...shh...it'll be over before you know it...

Who said...WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT?! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! I HEARD YOU. I KNOW I FUCKING HEARD YOU. SPEAK THE FUCK UP!

...my aren't we violent...such a shame...goodbye dear child...

WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING SAYING? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!  WHERE ARE YOU? DON'T LEAVE!!

p..please don't go away...please...I'm so scared..I just wanna go home...please come back and talk to me...please?


...why did you bother to speak up if you don't wanna talk? Pleaaase come back! Please? I can't be alone anymore..not with those THINGS around..please?

...I'm sorry for the swearing...please come back...please...I'm sorry...i'msorryi'msorryi'msorrypleasecomebackplease...

Shhh...don't worry little one...I'll always be here for you...I won't ever leave you...even when you die...:D