Broken Dolls

No one wants a broken doll.
No one needs a broken doll.

Unbroken dolls are beautiful pieces of art.
They hold a place in everyone's heart.

I'm a broken down old doll.
No one needs me at all.

to brite

It hhas ben dificul to rite laely...so brite..so col...i'm sory...

A Moment to Write

I'm not refusing to eat,drink or speak guys. Doubtful that anyone but Alice really cares right now. And her reasoning I understand completely.

After all I'm not of any use if I'm tired and malnourished. I wouldn't be able to protect...no..that's not her reason. She's my friend and she's concerned. I shouldn't be this awful to her. Alice needs me. I'm failing her.

But the rot has set in again. It's slower than last time but it is progressing. My teeth are jagged,my voice is rough sounding and I feel this disturbing hunger. One that I was hoping would go away and I would be fine. Funny how things never seem to go like how we plan them to.

I wasn't supposed to be this rotting disgusting creature running from beasts. I wasn't supposed to. I was supposed to just go on with my life and study to be a lawyer.  Or Hell even a doctor! I'm supposed to spend time with my family and friends as we celebrate my sister and I's birthday.

I'm not supposed to be like this!! I want to go home. I want to pretend that none of this never happened. I want to see my little brother. I want to hug my Mom and my sister.

I want all of this to end...somebody please help me?

Oh please?

Involuntary Road Trip

Dear whomever cares,

We're going away.

Alice has been doing better than last time. She's coming with me to a different location that I won't share. I'm sorry,Chris. We know that you'll be reading this. But we can't stay here any longer.

It just isn't safe for us both mentally and physically. Alice did promise to write to you soon. And that she's sorry that there's no other way. We hope you forgive us.

I love you,Chris.

Good bye for now,
Tina.

She Is Doing Well

Alice was hiding in her bathroom when I found her. She looks like she's barely slept or eaten. There's a lot of ice in her apartment. And I do believe I've seen a certain blue little shithead. Going to keep an eye out for that little bastard.

As of now,I've put Alice in a real bed. Kept watch at the foot of her bed. Made sure that she's eaten real food as well. And I'm going to help take care of her injuries.

There aren't many but she's got some bad bruises.

And burn wounds that I think she did to herself? Not sure because she won't talk to me about them. I won't press her for details either. She'll just shut me out and I can't have that. Or she'll make me leave and I can't do that.

Not now at least.

Earlier there was knocking on the door and I checked through the peep hole. It was two 'nurses' that I've seen before. They delivered a warning to Splinter and Glow-bitch before. I'm sure her 'Doctor' is doing his best efforts to keep his test sub-patient to himself.

Good luck with that you beaked bastard.

Good luck.

Childhood Nostalgia And Fear

I can't believe I saw them. Percy the Pirate and Janice! Oh my gosh. They were so close I could see almost every detail in Percy's porcelain babydoll head perfectly. There would have been squeeing and autograph signing begging...if it weren't for the fact that they were going to tear out a piece of me.

At  least I think they were.

I hid in a closet when they were busy tearing up the twitching doll. Who was crying in pain a few hours before they got here. Holding my hands and begging for me to not leave until they died.

I..I didn't want to go. But I didn't want to die either. I'm sorry for leaving them. And I'm sorry I wasn't strong or brave enough to try.

Self preservation. Gotta love it.

I am such a fucking  coward for not protecting that kid. I'm sorry. Now if y'all excuse me,I'm off to try and protect a friend.

Alice is gonna need more help. I'm probably going to fail.

I got Through

Now I'm in some broken down school? I think it's a school. Not really sure if it was or not. But there seems to be no one here. This place is just as cold as the other. Can't tell if it is because that snowboy came through here or if it has always been like this.

There are several sheets of paper on the floor. I'll read these later in case they've got something useful written on them. Highly doubt that they do. Though they might come in handy if I need to make a fire.

There are noises coming from the hallway. I'm going to do the smart thing and hide. I will try to write when whatever or whoever is gone.