Freezing Into Madness

It snowed..it fucking snowed. At least three fucking feet. How? This place was fucking hot as the fucking desert not that long a fucking go. Now there's snow! Uggh...he's close. I know it...he and that thing I wounded are near.

Somewhere outside my line of sight.

Silent. Patiently waiting for something. Either my guard to be lowered or something. My guess is that they believe that I won't move again. But I will. I will even if my feet are showing signs of frostbite. No fucking way am I stopping anymore.

I can't afford to be lazy anymore.

They'll take any wiggle room they can get. I know they will. That creature. He's not too fast. That's one thing to be greatfull for. The fucker's built like a horse. So I can at least find someplace high up to get away from him.

Sure little ice demon can climb anything with that gear of his on. But I'm sure he doesn't know the lay out of this place either. So if I'm careful,and I mean VERY careful...I can slip past him unnoticed and find a tiny place to sleep. Maybe get warm. Maybe.

Not too sure.

Wish me luck. I'm really going to need it.

Ssssuch a wassste

Ssso...I ssssuposssse thissss isss what sssshe wasssss up to?

Running from me like that. What a horrid little brat...sssuch a dirty little liar. I'm not a horrible creature. After all...we're sssso much alike. You'd think sssshe'd find me easssy to relate to?

We're both made of the ssssame thingsss that Glow-Bitch ussssed.

We're both sssstill rotting.

And we're both becoming much more than our 'Mother' intended.

Oh well...I guesssss I'll have to sssshow her...won't I? Sssstarting with the young woman in that hideousssly awful place...what was her name again?

Alice?

I Can't Turn Back

There's no point of going home anymore.

I'm probably not welcome and I doubt there's a 'home' to go back to. I doubt there's a loving family waiting for someone like me. And I doubt that my s-Chrissie'll ever forgive me. She probably hates me almost as much as I hate myself.

That's usually how things are.

No one can hate you more than you can hate yourself. And no one'll love someone like me. This horrid,inhuman beast. I'm not fit to go back to where the 'normal' people of society are. Not fit for most the things in life.

It's my fault really. Should have just died a long ass time ago like most of the 'dolls' that bitch makes. How I survived this long is a wonder. But I guess she just made me a bit tougher than most. Well maybe not tougher but a bit better in comparison to the others. Cuz if anything,I'm not tough. Nor brave. Nor smart. Nor am I fit to live anymore.

After all this. I'm going to get a knife and go find that beast again. I doubt I'm going to kill it. Its so much bigger than I am and has more arms. But at least I'll go down fighting.

To my family..if any of you ever read this. I love you all.

To my friends. I'm so sorry for not being good enough.

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I Fed On Her

And I still want more. I'm so hungry and that barely diminished my pains. There has to be a way to get more of this. So fucking hungry. I reeeeally neeeeed to feeeeeeeeeeeed...so fucking hungry.

Wait...

Wait....

I smell someone. I can smell blood...there's an injured person near here...must feed...must feed...

feed feed feed feed

...must feed..dig up body,who will care? She is dead,no time to despair. Must feed..must feed. I must stop this need. It'll be tiring that is true. But I won't care when this is through. Must feed..must feed....must feeed...

Gnawing Hunger

I tried to eat the fruit that I brought with me and it isn't helping my stomach. It hurts so much and yet I can't somehow feel any better. Everything I eat doesn't satisfy me in the slightest bit. No matter how much I eat,I don't feel full or well.

Can't be the food. It's fresh and doesn't smell bad.

Am I getting sick? No,I would've noticed something was up by now. I don't usually get hungry when I'm sick anyways. Usually I don't even want to eat anything when I'm sick. All I want to do is sleep. And I'm not even tired right now. I feel so..so energetic actually. Like I can do anything now.

Well almost..ghh..dear god why am I still so hungry? It's not fair! I have been eating and yet I still stay so god damned hungry! Uggh...Anyone have any ideas on how to make this stop?

RELAPSED

..did that really just happen?

Did I really just hurt someone? Again? Even though I promised myself that I would never do that sort of thing ever again? Even though that person was trying to help? They promised that they wouldn't hurt me. And I attacked them.

I killed her.

I killed another innocent person who was just trying to help. And wasn't deserving of murder. I am a disgusting hum-creature. Not human. Not a doll. Just a thing with green ooze in my veins. Just a stupid,violent and cruel creature.

One who killed for no reason.

Before I would've blamed anyone for this. Splinter Bitch and Glowy Fuckhead. Hell I would've blamed the smooth-faced fucker too.

Now none of them are around. And all I have to blame is myself for this disgusting thing I have done to this poor person. To this innocent person. I will bury her. Make a grave for this person. It's the right thing to do. I know it is.

I just hope I don't have to make more.

It Freezes

I am a fool.

I touched the creature thinking that I could harm it and only ended up getting beaten.

That's the price of arrogance.

Now it's harder to move and harder to breathe.

I am a fool and now...I slowly take my leave...

There's A Pure Smell To The Air

It smells like winter is coming.

That soft,gentle smell that says it just snowed. Yet there's not a flake on the ground outside. Not yet anyway. Though the air is getting colder and colder. I fear that it will start soon. That'll mean it'll be hard to get food and I'll have to find better shoes. So I guess tonight I'm stocking up on things to eat as well as more firewood just in case.

Been getting the weirdest feeling that it isn't flat out normal weather. And that I might have a certain blue colored youngin' to thank for that. Though I guess I'll deal with his frost bitten little ass when and if he gets here.

Let's hope that I don't have to.

The Day The Ground Shook

For a good portion of today the ground was moving. Like it was either an earthquake or something big was coming my way. It only stopped 5 hours ago and I'm still worried that something might be coming soon. I don't wish to leave this place. This place with places to sleep,food to eat and warmth.

I'll only leave if the weird movement happens again.

Only if it happens again. Which I highly doubt that it will. After all it could have just been some form of earthquake or something. Doesn't mean that there's a creature after me. The big creature from before didn't make this sort of noise. And I would've heard this thing if it was real before.

Right?

Right!

Now I gotta get more firewood. Whoever owned this place didn't keep enough for a whole year,lazy bastards. At least the forest is plentiful and there's an ax here. Good defensive tool if there is anything bad out there. Hope I won't have to use it on someone.

The Town and Forrest of Nothing

It's been so long since I've been able to write. It feels like a dream you know? I'm wishing that I don't wake up at all. Heh. Finally got to a place in...wherever the fuck I am that isn't pain,death and blood. 

Where the monster isn't here.

Unfortunately that also means that Owl isn't here.

But I don't care. My pains are gone. The green ooze I experienced from before is gone and I'm feeling so much better. Whether or not that this is a good thing or not,I don't give a flying fuck. At least Alice is back home. I think.

This place isn't for normal humans I believe.

Probably back dealing with her lame ass doctor. Not the...not the rabid thing that we saw. Not that mutated naked dog creature that cornered me and nearly maimed her.

It might be here with me along with Frosty the dipshit. I don't know. Haven't seen them in a long time and I'm sure that's another good thing about this place. Oh this place. Such beauty. So much food,not easy to get but still. And soft sand. Soft,white and clean. Feels good under my feet. If this place is just a delusion. I love it and I hope to never lose it.

Hospital Visit with Friends

Alice took me to the hospital to get my fingers fixed. (A certain puppet broke it for fun.) And she's making me stay with her because she hates my roomies. Don't blame her for hating them. But she's to observant and I think she's trying to take my scarf off.

At least she hasn't been asking why I don't sit up right or even walk that well. My guess is she thinks my legs are too hurt for me to walk right. Nope. My back...I can't really see it but I can feel it.

This rotting hole..it grows...it gets bigger every fucking day.

Crone? Why is this happening?

You are decaying. That bitch didn't make you to last.

Decay...what the fuck do you mean? I'm what? A doll?

No. Just a replacement. For the real child that used to exist. She's probably dead/gone by now.

...................................I'm not fake. I'm a real human...I'm not fake...I'm a real person...

So She's Back

I'm going back to 'my' apartment in a few minutes. My sister's friend has come home at last. She didn't call like I thought she was going to. The creature that hangs out around here told me so.

Not in like words but in actions.

It was growling,hissing and generally had me in a corner like it normally has been since the girl left. But outta no where it sits very still,listens for a few minutes then just bolts. After a while I hear what it had heard and see the girl come in. She was wondering why I was in the corner but I didn't tell her why. And I'll be leaving as soon as I am done with this.

Really doubt she believes me when I say that nothing had happened. And Ma'am please don't start with me on this..I'm not in the mood to argue.

We're going back to that horrid place and you're telling me not to say anything. I really hope the other's can't hear me or we're screwed.

It's Been Too Long

When is that girl coming back..it's been too long when is she coming back?

She said a week and it's been longer. She hasn't called to say that she'll be away longer. What the hell is going on?


Did he do something to her? Did that freakshow find her and hurt her?

...Alice...where are you?

Can You Hear The Calling?

....horrible creature is staring at me...he won't go away...he won't leave me alone..he's been here since she left...why is he here?

He tells me that if he had the chance to,he'd rip my insides out through my mouth. That he would pop my eyes out of their sockets and eat them. As well as tear my jaw off...

I wanna go home..I WANNA GO HOME!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!

PLEASE?! I WANT TO GO HOME!! Chrissie? Nathan? ...Momma? ANYONE?! PLEAAASE!!!

shh...breathe...shh...it'll be over before you know it...

Who said...WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT?! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! I HEARD YOU. I KNOW I FUCKING HEARD YOU. SPEAK THE FUCK UP!

...my aren't we violent...such a shame...goodbye dear child...

WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING SAYING? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!  WHERE ARE YOU? DON'T LEAVE!!

p..please don't go away...please...I'm so scared..I just wanna go home...please come back and talk to me...please?


...why did you bother to speak up if you don't wanna talk? Pleaaase come back! Please? I can't be alone anymore..not with those THINGS around..please?

...I'm sorry for the swearing...please come back...please...I'm sorry...i'msorryi'msorryi'msorrypleasecomebackplease...

Shhh...don't worry little one...I'll always be here for you...I won't ever leave you...even when you die...:D

A New 'Friend' for Mistress And a Task

A child has been visiting Mistress lately.

He's been around her for a while and I'm not sure why he's so cold and pale. So very,very pale that he's blueish tinged. Like he's slowly freezing or something. But that doesn't really seem possible. He's wearing a ton of winter gear. A ton that Mistress seems to love adjusting for him.

Almost maternal-like and gentle...this would be the first time I've ever seen her so gentle..she's never gentle to us but...anyway. She wants us to help him with his new little project.

Travel is going to be involved but Mistress already volunteered us to go with him. This is why I'm posting so many blogs now. I'm going to be gone for a few days and I might post what we did when we return. I do not know the name of this freezing child but he insists we call him "The Cold Boy" for whatever fucking reason. (A freezing looking little boy being called "The Cold Boy"...is it wrong that I find this exceptionally hilarious?)

Well at least I won't have to do things to the Maiden anymore...there's that. Though it means that I won't be able to read her blog for a while either. And I've been somewhat enjoying it too. Especially considering that they really seem to hate how they can't reach her. Along with the fact that there are people helping her. They really are upset by who they are.

Won't tell me about them of course but it still amuses me how upset they are. It means that they're good people. Or at least better people than Mistress or the Lady of The Lantern could hope to be.

Tower TV

....why are they broadcasting to her for?

....no....no...not those kids. Leave them alone. Can't you please leave them alone?!

They're Burning

...heh...ha..hahaha..mmmhmmmhahahaahahaaa!!!

Oh it was so fuckin funny. So fucking funny to watch. The...The others tried to touch the door and it fucking burnt them. I can't believe how creeped out they got from touching the Maiden's door. mhmmhahahahahahaa!!

You all can't believe how much I was grinning from that. I couldn't stop laughing either. It was like the most funny thing I had ever seen. Especially a certain Hobo's expression.

Mistress thought it was my fault though. She punished me for it. But I don't fucking care. It was the most hilarious thing I had ever seen.

Whoever did that can I tell you that I adore you?

Please keep it up.

There Was No Car Wreck

The hell is Maiden talking about? We've never been in one when we were children. Why does she remember this? Did they make her believe that she had been in one?

Why would they do that for?

Doesn't make sense...doesn't make any sense...none what so fucking ever...

In My Time of Un-controlledness

Mistress has decided to let me write whatever I want now. She doesn't much care for this stupid blog at all. But I like that I have sorta two things to myself.

This blog.

And sometimes my twitter account. Though I don't got anything 'tweet' worthy for it anymore. Kind of lost interest in the stupid thing. They've been using my old YouTube account for whatever. Not really paying much attention to them.

Saw some of Maiden's videos...I was the one who had put the papers there. But a certain tall boy was the one who had written them as well as drew the 'three year old' drawings. LL was the one who insisted that they be written that way. Mistress agreed to it as well.

It was cliched,annoying and fucked up.

I wish I could just seriously not have to deal with this bullshit. But even if I die..Mistress will use me...even if I die..Mistress will continue to use me...there's no real way out for me...someone please kill me.

Please?

Who Will Play Our Game?

....for crying out...fine.

Termite Bait and Glowie McBlueface want to know if anyone actually wants to play their game. And if the players that have gotten their names like their names or not.

Though they don't give a damn if you don't.

They just want more people to 'play' with. I highly recommend that no-one for any reason plays their fucked up little game. Anyways. The way to get into the game is to either write on this blog that you wish to play their game. I'll give you a name when you do.

Or you can make a video and they'll have me respond to it with a name for you.

Hell you could just tweet me on Twitter and I'll give you a name there. https://twitter.com/Ror_Rim

Alrighty. I think that's all they wanted to say. So 'have fun' and try not to get too deep in trouble here people.

Are You Enjoying This?

You all enjoying this?

Those fuckers are.

They enjoy watching me write this blog for Mistress. Love watching me get the brunt of your collective anger and malice. And they can't wait for you all to try and contact them.

More players means more fun and more fun means...well you can all guess.

Please don't play with them. please.

Why I beat up Another Puppet

She told me that she was going to try and do something horrible to my sister's pets. And what do I mean by horrible? Fatal Attraction Bunny-stew scene.

She was planning on boiling two kittens.

Alive.

For fun.

I couldn't have that so I beat her with a stick then my bare hands. Would've used a knife but I didn't want to kill her or use one of my sister's knives. She'd notice if it was missing.

The others broke it up after a while and put my things along with the bloodied stick in her backyard.

I got punished for that but I don't fucking care. My insides hurt like hell and I got quite a few scratches for it.

But it was absolutely worth it. :D

Poems That Make No Sense

Of course she'd want me to post stupid poems that make no sense and sound stupid. Like she couldn't do anything better than those type of posts. Not like any of the Maiden's friends are going to see these poems and ask 'the Blue Lady' questions.

Blue Lady=Lady of the Lantern

Uggh...well I gotta say they're clever for making up such an elaborate hoax to keep their Maiden distracted. All these months she thought she was a Slender-man victim. All this fucking time we thought that the Slender-man was out to get her. But nooo...it was those bitches playing a horrible little game.

Makes sense doesn't it? Not everyone saw the Slender-man and I never really remember most of my time with the fucker. So I honestly never was near him.

Oh they don't care if Maiden finds out about this...not like she can actually back out of all this now. Never really could if she knew about this from the beginning.

I'm really sorry to you all. That I didn't do more to protect her or anyone else that I've cared about. And I'm really sorry,Chrissie.

I love you and I hope that woman never regains the mind fuck control the Lady of The Lantern had on you.

Maiden of the Crows

Maiden who is called Crow. What will you do when the seeds you have planted will not grow?

Lost in the fast melting snow. Trying to remember the things you do not know.

Only thing you can do is cry. Escape is not even worth a try.

Just be ready for then things to come. You will be free when the game is done.

The False Mother

You are not their true Mother...yet you love them more than if they truly were. What will you do against Her?

What will you do? When She takes one of your children from you?

Warps her mind and rips her soul to shreds. Will you be able to mend the threads?

Would you try to bring her back from the pain? Even if it would leave a horrid little stain?

Lad With The Glasses

You are so young. It'll be a joy to feast on your sharp tongue.

You'll bend and break with every breath you take. And we'll laugh at your silly little mistake.

Now,now don't cry,hush. Don't be sad my child,shush.

You'll be just fine for a while. As long as you don't forget to smile. :)

Blogging for The Wooden Witch

"...who...how?

Why am I here?

No...not this again...fuck...I thought...I don't want to do this...please Mistress? Can't you ask someone else to right this stupid thing?

No. NO. I'll do it. Don't drag HER into this. I'll do this."

And now I'm the stupid person writing this stupid blog for my stupid mistress. Because having one of the other dolls do this would have been too easy. And I'm not in the position to argue with her nor am I able to.

I just have to go with whatever she says.

Anyways. My name is Tina....which you can already tell...heh...the others that I work with have been re-named by Mistress.

Clane-Tall boy
Sierra-second tallest girl
Mindi-tallest
Bard-hobo man
Ferv-'Mortimer Snerd'
Ziel-girl I beat up for being a douchenozzle and got punished for doing so. She's being repaired by the other's now.